Okay, so my last blog was a little long and a little whiney. Although true to how I was feeling then, and if I am to have a little extra cheese for a slight more whine, a bit of how I am sporadically feeling now. Although I see the light a little brighter now! Halle-hecka-luyah!
I think it’s all about my upcoming move….it’s scary, working too much….and saying goodbye along with seeing all the changes and how fast I was able to get back on my feet and move upward and onward (against all the wishes of some people who wanted to see me fall, and fail).
A big part of all the weirdness that I was feeling is I think that I have worked so much that I had lost sight of my goals and excitement of attaining those……I guess after being so aghast recently to the yuk of feeling the blues, I forced myself to dig deeper and take the time to draw out my interests again and am a bit back on track. I’m seeing further than just my immediate surroundings which is where I think I got stuck.
Anyways….gotta go….leaving work and hopin’ on the express bus (yes, goodbye my last Wednesday night taking it home-since I’ll be moving over the weekend) and trying a burger at a Bronx joint (P&K’s on 231st Street off of Broadway) tonight with my aunt. This is a place where I haven’t been to since I was probably 12 years old and where my ex-babysitter use to work. Funny how life takes you in circles.
I happen to go on your website to see if you made comments about the things that went on in March and you haven’t…. so… i just want you to know that I don’t want to see you fall or fail. I never did or do. Sometimes I just don’t like your behavior but it doesn’t mean I don’t love you or like you. I have an opinion about things. You also have to understand that I have been going through adjustments in my life and that is why I came to NY whether it was the right time for everybody maybe maybe not… I understand that you are not talking to nobody and that is fine, I can’t change that. Congradulations on your move I truly hope that everything works out in your life and that you are happy… love your sister Starr
Posted by Starr Rich (Sister | May 1, 2008, 1:06 pm