Woke up in the middle of the night from reaaaaaallly freaky nightmares. Really freaky to where I was very frightened and had to force myself to think of good things to get myself to sleep. It was scary. I’m not sure where this came from other than the Mexican food the night before, the coffee, the glass of wine, being in California and feeling surreal about not living here anymore and the memories yet acclamating and now loving New York but loving Cali too and oh, the weather….so beautiful. All I know is it was le’ freaky………….