Okay, so my last blog was a little long and a little whiney. Although true to how I was feeling then, and if I am to have a little extra cheese for a slight more whine, a bit of how I am sporadically feeling now. Although I see the light a little brighter now! Halle-hecka-luyah!
I think it’s all about my upcoming move….it’s scary, working too much….and saying goodbye along with seeing all the changes and how fast I was able to get back on my feet and move upward and onward (against all the wishes of some people who wanted to see me fall, and fail).
A big part of all the weirdness that I was feeling is I think that I have worked so much that I had lost sight of my goals and excitement of attaining those……I guess after being so aghast recently to the yuk of feeling the blues, I forced myself to dig deeper and take the time to draw out my interests again and am a bit back on track. I’m seeing further than just my immediate surroundings which is where I think I got stuck.
Anyways….gotta go….leaving work and hopin’ on the express bus (yes, goodbye my last Wednesday night taking it home-since I’ll be moving over the weekend) and trying a burger at a Bronx joint (P&K’s on 231st Street off of Broadway) tonight with my aunt. This is a place where I haven’t been to since I was probably 12 years old and where my ex-babysitter use to work. Funny how life takes you in circles.